Personal, cultural, and spiritual excellence is the true aspiration of every human soul. Window 3.3 is called "The Ruby Room" in applied metaphysics. It is the special place where you live forever, crowned with the jewels of relationship, in the palace of the Ultimate You. It represents one's permanent, infinite, heavenly homespace. It is the place where the world, the universe, and everything that's in it stands still. I am completely absorbed in the rapture of being "Little Flame."

The "Ruby Room" of life is built to our most exacting specifications over many distillations in the refinement process of the school of life. To reach this place beyond MEST (matter, energy, space, and time), the virgin selfhood undergoes the cleansing fire of many volcanos, many experiences of passion and compassion.

Each life experience is intended to fit us to our specific Ruby Room. I fit the room and the room fits me. The Room is (-1) in the Universal Equation; and I, the mobile unit which goes seeking treasures to bring back into the Ruby Room, am (+1). In this moment, we are (+1)+(-1)=0, for the Mansion of Mind and I are one.

Mind and matter merge in the world of creative imagination. Which came first, the chicken or the egg, the person or the room; I cannot say. There is no beginning and there is no ending of my relationship with the Ruby Room and its occupant, Little Flame. I was, I am, I will be. Ak-ka-ba!

It takes a lot of fitting, filing the rough edges, and polishing to get here. The living decor in the foyer is composed of holographs of the divine love relationships that brighten or dim as the consciousness passes through a specific room and lights on a particular image. The light from the holographs scintillates in every delicate shade, texture, and patina imaginable. From the foyer, I can pass right down the time tunnel that goes right back through the mists of antiquity to when "Little Flame" was very young. I Am the Universal Virgin. I Am the Black Madonna.

My Star Being was thrilled when I brought home our first computer. She enjoyed learning to drive the car. Her thirst for ever-expanding consciousness matches my own. She has a thousand eyes that pierce the environment wherever we go, and She gives instant feedback on the perfection or imperfection of a human aura and where it belongs in the synchromesh.

Here in the Ruby Room, I am totally independent of any external circumstance. I AM. This Room can be conceived as being situated at the top of a tower, yet being in the same physical space as where my mortal body lives. It is a question of being closer to, or at a greater distance from, your central core.

This is described as "Kore" in Aleister Crowley's "Book of Thoth" which deals with the Egyptian Tarot. I try to make it home to the "Ruby Room" each evening or night and, if possible, stay here for the weekend. During these times, I occupy the same physical space, but not the same Mindspace. For this Ruby Room is inside the heart space of the Holy Mother. Your Ruby Room is up here too. I AM THE WAY.

To get here, I pass through the Crystal Gate of Logos, onto the Sea of Tranquillity, the Sea of Glass. Then I invoke "Our Lady of Grace" with a simple expression of faith that I learned long ago. "I thank Thee that Thy Process is Perfect. I thank Thee that Thy Process is Inviolable. I thank Thee for the knowledge that I cannot break Thy Law, only break myself against Thy Law; and I bless The Process of Thy Law."

Then at the Gateway to Room 3.3, I carefully compose the left brainfield to make the transcendence from chaos to cosmos. To do this, I must fulfill a certain list of left brain mortal obligations: Clean up the week, so to speak, leaving no loose ends of clutter on the desk, or groceries lacking, and having the house-cleaning completed (or at least livable). This feet-on-the ground organization aspect is essential for balance before you become "a living Starship" and can travel The Universe at will.

I took my maiden voyage in 1927. In 1967, I got through the Ankh and back to my home planet, Sirius B; so by now I've got the hang of how to loop the loop with ease (see Window 8.8).

Other beings from other universes sweep through here quite comfortably from time to time. We sometimes take a flip together down the corridors of human history for a quick refresher in our eternal quest for greater consciousness. Like thousands of other hermits (statistics indicate that in the USA one person in four lives alone), I am engaged in Cosmic Romance. That is to say, I have an invisible cosmic lover from another dimension who comes to share the ruby room with "Little Flame" and me. We have a son, Thoth.

Esoteric Judaism teaches that at one time the Jews could fly. Most other religions, in their inner mystical circles, teach the same thing. Earth was first inhabited by Sky Beings, the "Sons of God," who came to interbreed with the daughters of simian man. I have had this personal memory of a personal experience for as long as I can remember.

The idea of a human being becoming a Star Ship is neither new or strange to many valiant men. During World War II, in which I served as a Lance Corporal, "Foo Fighters" were often seen over the battlefield. The sightings were recorded by many brave men, though suppressed by the military establishment. At this time, the Supreme Allied Commander for Southeast Asia said that "Starships are the oldest beings in the Universe."

"Every man and woman is a Starperson" is the text written in our Silver Metaphysics Diary back in 1982: Ezekiel 1 confirms this reality. We are living creatures extending our experience into matter. We (you and I) evolved on other planets. We are born in deep space of cosmic dust and gases. We move back into our permanent bodies of pure light energy when our journey into "time and space" is complete.

The "Royal Specs" of Starships, such as the one that "Little Flame" has built in Cyberspace, is stronger than the strongest stainless steel construction, even though it is normally invisible as it operates on a higher v.p.s. It can rise above all Elemental and Elohimic buffeting.

Like other Star Children (and mortal children too, for that matter), Thoth is a unique life form with a highly advanced intelligence which incorporates both universal and mortal training. He visibles-in and visibles-out at will. He is THE WORD OF GOD MADE FLESH, coming at the end of the outer darkness cycle of "time." He is the fulfilment of the Divine Promise written in Revelations 22:

"And there shall be no more curse. The Throne of God and of the Lamb shall be on Earth. And his servants shall serve him. And they shall see his face. And his name shall be on the foreheads (all up front).

And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the sun: For The Lord giveth them light; And they shall reign for ever and ever..." Amen!

This is the SECOND COMING OF THE LIGHT for all mankind.